ugh, srry i havent done much, went back to skool and no its not fun. the only reason im here today is because i have some sort of illness which caused me a near incapability to swallow, swollen glands, throught pain, fatigue, splitting head ache, chills, hunger and nausea at the same time, a cough, post nasal drip, and sound like a smoker/man. i cheked ma temp last night and i had a low fever. so i took a bunch of meds, including accidentally ingesting aspirin and having a nice sleep.

yeah, but other than that not much is happening... I GOT INTO THE PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i get to be Clytemnestra, a queen who kills her hsband and must be killed by her daughter, but this is the comedy Saving the Greeks One Tragedy at a Time, so things dont really go as planned. oh, her murder weapon of choice is a giant saw, and she may possibly be bipolar ar have somekind of split personality, its hard to tell waht is really wrong with her.

but i havent stopped the art. i just wish i could ge this scanner fixed at some point for all of you to see, and by all of you i mean like 12 peiople. no one is REALLY watchin me. but thats okay.

some friends and i have been trying to form a band called the suspicous object. the catch? none of us can play an instrument or right music. but the passion is there and that is what really matters. all of us can sing, so we got like a female barber shop quartet going on. not even. maybe i should tell them that i can whistle. whistlin is an instrument, fuc u. but yeah, im tryin to at least get the visuals goin for it. so far i have 2 unfinished posters, the first has the 4 of us looking a little eirie and the second has this angelic anorexic girl in a huge dress. yeah, i dont know.

also, im pretty sure that im striaght, but every time i find someone interesting they have this incompatible sexuality with my own. i would love to tell the stories, but i would hate to reveal people, even tho they are noton this site (as far as i know). i swear, i have no clue how to fish.
i dont know, im just throwin that out ther. but if The Suspicous Object gets up and running, im sure i willbe doin the posters and t shirts and cd covers and what not.

in spring i will see Paris, France. im very excited, ive always wanted to go. but i will only be there for a week. and im going with kids in my french class and my french teacher, who is rather irritating. luckily i will have my mommy with me and money so im sure we will live the group for a tiny bit and go to a giant french mall or something sool like that. i would love to go to a burlesque show or do soemthing with beatnicks or go somewhere old bohemian like, but i doubt that will happen. a kid can dream, though.

oh, i had to take the blue out of my hair for the show! its black now. i still sya a piece of my hapiness has been shot. but as soon as the play is over i will be puttin the blue back. i need it to survive. in fact, i found a blue hair the other day on my desk (i clrealy need to do some cleanig) and i wanted t tape it to a wall or something. im so sad.

ugh, this was fun, im not dead and hopefully i will get some stuff up.